I had forgotten how nice this was straight.....
and I doubt much of the bottle will be left by tomorrow. Sometimes life has a way of tossing you such a curve ball that there is just no easy way to deal with it.
In short my Manager resigned today. I knew something was up as she hasn't been her same playful self these past few weeks and with her hubby's health on the down and his business needing a lot of help from her it was no surprise that she has gone to help him, but by golly does it hurt. We made one heck of an awesome team to the point of been able to finish each others sentences and know what we each thought. She helped me take my company from a one man band struggling to get going to a 9 person million dollar turn over company in the past 18 months.
I know I will be able to replace her position eventually, but I doubt I will ever be able to replace her The teamwork and level of trust/ loyalty we had in each other is not easily replaced. She was my constant in all the dramas that have gone down this past year and I will miss her so much.
No I do not plan on crawling into a bottle or doing anything stupid, I'm just feeling rather overwhelmed atm and have chosen to raise my middle finger toward the world for the night knowing that tomorrow will be better. It always is and every time I'm concerned about things I know that I am always provided for. I know there's a hand guiding this, just wish it didn't have to hurt like i've lost someone dear to me.