The Khally Project Weekly Challenge: "Let the whippings cease!"
It's another Monday morning and I sit here, flush with victory. Khallyope, the Elven 1 Rogue/6 Ranger, is one rank from being level 8. Do I have characters that are higher level than that? Yes. Did I invest anywhere near as much personal responsibility into leveling those other characters? Not at all! I played my part and did my best to level my other toons of course, but I also was able to concentrate on 'my role' since I was playing on teams. Never before have I truly had the experience of being the whole party, the one on whose shoulders ALL responsibility falls, the only one to blame if the quest fails, or the single figure flexing atop the slain body of the end boss.
Last week I found myself spending a great deal of time being lazy on Khally. I finally managed to fix her feat progression so that she could take the Arcane Archer prestige enhancements (YAY!), as well as Imbue Force Arrows. There was something stupidly thrilling about finally being able to make my own arrows.
(I won't confess how many times I forced this conversation to take place with my partner:
Me: No, I don't need those +1 arrows that just dropped for you in that chest. Ask me why.
<silence>
Me: No, really. Ask me why.
Partner: <sighing> I give up. Why?
Me: BECAUSE I CAN MAKE MY OWN. I DON'T NEED YOUR SILLY +1 ARROWS! <maniacal laughter>)
Yet in spite of this grand achievement, I still found myself reluctant to really quest, to really challenge myself. Instead I concentrated on finding rare encounters, exploring maps and working towards slayer titles. Halfway through Three Barrel Cove, I started actually feeling embarrassed about this. What was I doing? I *love* this toon! She hasn't let me down yet and I finally got the prestige enhancement for which I've been waiting! And then it hit me...that's exactly why I was being lazy. I finally got her the way I want her to be, and now I'm afraid to see her fail. I can still see the many variations of 'rangers suck,' 'AAs are gimped' and 'there is no reason to make any toon an elf' behind my eyelids.
I had to give myself a good shake and chug a whole Dr. Pepper to shrug off that laziness. I immediately embarked upon a series of quests, one after another with no pauses in between and no victory laps. I had to prove to myself once again that I *can* do this. I realise that I won't be able to solo forever with this character - she's probably not built correctly for that and I'm quite sure that I don't have the kind of playing skill that would require. But for right now, I'm going for it. Headed back to Three Barrel Cove and made my way determinedly to the fire caves. First quest, BAM! Done. Second fire cave quest, BAM! Done. Headed to House P. BAM! The Snitch got what was comin' to him.
VICTORY IS MINE.
So now I'm back in the saddle and ready for the next challenge. Analyzing my play during a lot of this past week, one concern that cropped up in my mind was my flagrant use of cure wands/pots. Wow, I burned through a lot of those, mostly when I was just slaughtering in explorable areas. It occurred to me that perhaps I was not treating my health bar respectfully enough. I certainly don't want to become one of those players who is constantly dependent upon a cleric, but I was starting to see that exact pattern emerging. Sure, I was wand-whipping myself and not asking someone else to take care of it for me, but it would be a short trip to total dependency.
So the challenge I have set for myself for this week is as follows - to allow myself to use a single Cure Moderate Wounds wand for self-healing. I will remove all healing pots from my backpack. I don't think I'll actually be able to go an entire week on a single wand, but I'm aiming for about three days. Stuff will happen, bosses will hit hard, I'll get knocked down and unable to compensate for some damage taken... But I am hoping that this will force me to really concentrate on the damage I am taking, and hopefully learn to mitigate it. I'll be more careful around ledges. <nervous laughter> I'll pay attention to the kinds of attacks I'm up against and utilise the proper resists. I may be slightly squishy, but that does NOT mean that I have to be a mana sponge or soul stone.
Let the challenge begin!!![]()