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Rickpa
06-10-2008, 01:18 AM
Arren d'Cannith didn't craft the first warforged. It really isn't known who was the first. Some say it was among the quori, others say a giant. What Arren d'Cannith did was much more remarkable. Arren made us fully sentient... alive!

The war was raging on, and many like myself were being thrown into Khorvaire's great war like grain into a mill. When we were mindless golems, it was easy for House Cannith to produce warforged to do their bidding. But in realizing that warforged changed into living fully sentient beings, Arren d'Cannith could no longer participate in what he considered to be slavery. Unfortunately his brother Merrix had the upper hand, and finally in good conscience, Arren left his home and drifted into lonely exile.

I will never forget that rainy day when Arren sent us away. He said that though he cared deeply for us, we needed to find our own way in this vast world of Ebberon, and command our own destinies. I have not seen him since, nor could I find my way back if I tried. Even with all of their great magics, House Cannith's best mages could only learn that Arren still lives, but where he is will forever elude them

After a time, I passed through a land of death called Mournland, a place of a great calamity where dead fleshlings littered the landscape... undecaying forever frozen in agony. There I met many others of my kind, former slaves of the last war. Most were bitter about the humans that made them to serve. They followed the Lord of Blades who vowed to one day rid Khorvaire of humans... especially House Cannith. I tried to tell them of Arren d'Cannith, but I found few ears. They told me that Merrix d'Cannith is in charge, and will never stop creating more slaves. There was no point in staying with these warforged, so I had moved on.

Eventually I left the Mournlands, and made my way to a human port city. That's where I discovered that our kind... the warforged have been emancipated. We are free! Humans have seen the error of their ways. Making warforged is now forbidden, and we may now live as an equal race. Yet the Lord of Blades and his minions have caused worry, and even among human friends, I see fear in their faces.

As I encountered more fleshlings, I have come to notice a group who were possessed of calm serenity, and at the same time a great power. I approached a master from among them, and asked how I might take up such a life. I was really surprised when I was accepted, for I wasn't human, elven, or dwarf. He told me that all sentient beings are the same. At last I knew I belonged! Thus I began my amazing journey.

So here I seek some solace in this ancient yet new land of Xen'drik. I have taken up the path of contemplation and study. Unfortunately this darkest of ages has called me to fight. I will persist in the way of the monk, yet I know that though I have been sentient for such a short time, the karmic storehouse of one born into such a violent time must be vast, deep, and dreadful. My newfound strength and serenity will see me through. Of this I have no doubt.

The most important thing I have learned since taking up the way of the monk is that all intelligent sentient beings are the same... even those we deem to be evil. We all want happiness, and don't want to suffer. We all are made up of these five aggregates... form, feeling, perception, mental formations such as memories impulses and compulsions, and of course consciousness. These are what constitutes a sentient being. The word for this bundle of aggregates is called 'namarupa,' which literally means 'name & form.'

This is what I am!

You can call me Namarupa.

Rickpa
06-10-2008, 01:19 AM
Namarupa's Diary



My first week in Stormreach was as fruitful as it was potentially distressing. I say potentially distressing because if I had arrived in this violent land of quarrel and strife in hopes of establishing good and decency, I too would have been enveloped in the dark insanity that pervades even the sunniest Stormreach morning.


At every turn, my walk in the Great Way finds me killing fellow sentient beings. How some of my companions can claim to partake in such carnage and still consider themselves in some way good is beyond my understanding. For myself, I have accepted this karma, and whatever hellish rebirths that may follow in it's wake. Yet I know that our endeavors may one day bring forth a new Xen'drik, and perhaps even reshape the whole of Ebberon into a place where the fleshling children of all races can laugh and play fearlessly, and all sentient races live peacefully. Alas, I understand even if that were to be realized... all conditioned and caused things change and crumble into nothing good. Knowing that we may never craft this world into a pureland, or that we may utterly fail... I will continue in the way that is given.

Namarupa
Monk of Stormreach

Rickpa
06-10-2008, 01:20 AM
Namarupa's Diary #2

At first glance, there is little relationship between the ill fated nation of Cyre, and the Stormreach of today. Cyre was a land which was beset by invasions even before the last war, internal strife, and there was the warforged question. In the end, none of these things mattered as an unnamed force settled all bets.

I have been concerned for some time now about the forces that are coming into play here in Stormreach. We have certainly had some victories here, but for each victory, a new darker threat looms. The marketplace disaster was nothing compared to 994 YK, but I have a sense of something coming... something just as calamitous here.

During my time wandering the Mournland, the remains of that great and troubled nation of Cyre, there were many fearsome things... things that even caused the revered Lord of Blades to flee. Though the suppression of divine healing magic, and the various misshaped monsters forever wandering the Mournland are little problem for the Lord of Blades and his minions, persistent storms, and swarms living spells migrate the glassy plains, the dead cities, and wetlands of that cursed realm. Not even a warforged titan could stand such an assault!

Living spells!

And now I have heard that living spells may now be found underneath Stormreach! Now very near these awesome and deadly beings are practically amongst us, just as they were in Cyre during the great war. I don't know if they were the cause of that dreadful day of mourning, but I suspect they were at least akin to the cause. I fear that Stormreach, and perhaps all of Xen'drik will soon be in for even greater mourning. Perhaps all of Ebberon! I pray that we stand in the path of calamity... however dreadful, and not be moved. There really is no choice.

Namarupa
Monk of Stormreach.

Rickpa
06-24-2008, 05:58 PM
It has been many weeks since I have had a moment to stop and collect my thoughts. It's probably just as well, because when I think, it only makes me sad.

The Awakened One spoke of 6 realms within existence. The nice and peaceful places are enjoyed by but a few, while the bulk of sentient beings suffer in the hell realms. When you die in one of the hell realms, and dying is something that everyone there does a lot, your karma causes you to come back to life, and your suffering existence continues..... over and over for fathomless periods of time! Only at such time as when karma is exhausted will one be born into a better life.

I have died.

It was in a wild and beautiful area outside of Stormreach called "Searing Heights." Traveling alone, as I often do, I encountered and have slain many humans and a particularly wild band of drow called "Sulitar." They were tough, but nothing prepared me for the onslaught of fire mephits, elementals, and a particularly virulent incorporeal who ripped my life force from my body. Afterwards, I stood as a shadow, watching as the wraith and it's minions ran off cackling over their victory.

Standing in the mist, a wish formed in my mindstream. It was the wish to live. To have this impermanence and suffering is familiar, and this shadow of non-being is alien and painful. I could have chosen to recognize and relax in groundless emptiness... to truly awaken as a once gone one... instead...

I live!

In a tavern called the Rusty Nail, I found myself weak, but alive. Such is my karma! I have been spontaneously reborn in hell!

Namarupa
Monk of Stormreach

Rickpa
07-19-2008, 01:50 PM
When I came to Stormreach, I thought I was leaving Khorvaire behind. Apparently I haven't!

Every squabble, grudge, crusade, house, clan, and clique from that troubled continent are in full bloom on the shores of Xen'drik. For instance, the same fractures found in the troubled hobgoblin nation of Darguun are found in the remote Tangleroot Gorge. Though some find them mercenary and opportunistic, I have found most Darguun hobgoblins to be honorable and reliable allies. Historians of Cyre might not agree as the Darguun nation was carved out of Cyre. I figure it was a karmic debt of sorts for past service, and it's telling that Darguun didn't become part of the Mournland. So I found it most satisfying to cleanse Tangleroot Gorge, restore the honor of Chief Ungurz's people, and eliminate the Splinterskull threat. Now I hear a rumor of lost relics of the very ancient Dhakaani Empire in one of the houses. Perhaps I will soon find myself involved in more hobgoblin intrigue.

I like to believe in the basic goodness of fellow sentient beings, and I have found in my adventures that you cannot judge a person based on their race, breed, or species. It is as likely that ogre that has you reaching for your weapon is a potential friend, or that human hafling or dwarf is working for the Quickfoot Gang, Emerald Claw, or worse.... and will kill you at the first opportunity. Whether good or bad, nearly all of these creatures see themselves as good, right, and deserving of life and happiness. My teacher has bestowed me the realization that there really is no good or evil. There are only degrees of ignorance and enlightenment. Under the influence of great delusions, horrors of great magnitude are committed by the righteous.

Serving the great way that's beyond good and evil!

Namarupa
Monk of Stormreach